Still missing and hopping to be with you..

Until now's day i still keep missing you everyday and night.. It's feel like it's just happen yesterday and still fresh in my mind.. My feeling is still hurt thinking bout it.. I can't even forget you and still no one can replace you you from my heart.. The word 'Baby & sweetheart' are only for you.. No matter what you'll always stay in my heart and my mind.. i miss the way when you smile, laugh, voices, your touch and the way you teach me something in my life.. the day you let me go really gave me a huge impact in my life and it's really give me a scar in my heart.. Until today you still doesn't know how much you are important to me and really have a big meaning in my life.. I realize my mistake to you about lots of things. I keep hurting you and keep making you sad.. I'll keep hoping to be with you no matter how long it's take. I would like to ask you for another chance to make your life more happier but you wouldn't.. I never ever missed praying for your happiness and health.. maybe you had already have a new companion in your life that take really good care of you. From far away i always open my eyes without you noticing me. When i saw your smile i know you was happy now. one thing i had to make it clear is, the day we argue in FB i doesn't mean to hurt you or scolding you.. I try to make you hate me because i feel so damn hurt with every of your single word that came out from the screen, and your mind. i don't blame you for hating me but i blame myself because i'm not a good person to you. Every night i'll make sure your shirt by my side for me to hug while i'm sleeping, losing you is not a good things that happen in my life.. If one day you already had your own life, i'll be happy for you. The most important things i'm trying to say is I'M SORRY BIE FOR BEING A PERSON THAT NOT RELIABLE FOR YOU, DEAR WISH THAT YOU ALWAYS TAKE GOOD CARE OF YOUR HEALTH AND ALWAYS HAVE A HAPPY LIFE OKAY.. I LOVE YOU SINCERE FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART AND GONNA MISS YOU EVERY SINGLE DAY. YOU ARE MY ONLY BABY JANE THAT I HAD PUT ALL MY LOVE. Thanks for ever being the QUEEN inside MY HEART and forever will be. MaxJane89 Forever.